One Wedding photo up - and some thoughts.

Ok, yeah it's just a tease. I know! I will have to steal the CD back from my Mom to get another one out there. But I was very happy with the way I looked. and for me, that is saying something.
I am usually VERY critical of the way I look, either I think my hair is wrong, or my smile is crooked. or I am too damn FAT!  but the FAT is mostly gone, now I am down to just overweight and undertoned.
I am going to be working on that with my next round of HCG.

I am back up about 4 lbs. I have not been paying attention to what I am eating. And this week had chineese food twice. which always makes me retain water. So I am going to start eating healthier, and working out again. and see what my real weight is before I start my next round.
I am so syched about starting again. I plan to be VERY strict and hopefully do as well as I did on the first round.  (my 2nd round was a waste of HCG and $$ I never really committed to it. I had alot on my mind. LOL)
But no looking back, no kicking myself for things I can't change. that is one of my resolutions. 

I am going to focus on the future, change what I can, work to make myself a better person, and leave the rest to God.   - You can't grab onto the Future if your hands are full of the past.
I read that somewhere and plan to remember it when I start to dwell on stuff that has happened to me. It is done. over. and looking back won't fix it. However, looking forward, moving on, and making the BEST of everyday is where my head is at now.
I have 3 wonderful men in my life now, we are healthy, and our future is so bright we have to wear shades!!!